Second month of 2009 nearly over, just been paid (whoopee!) and just had my 3rd session with the counsellor.
She's nudging me towards leaving my safety zone and trying something new - maybe I'll try horse riding with Janie as she's been asking if I'd like to for months now. It'd get me out of the apartment, anyway, which'd make a nice change.
Told her about the Myers-Brigg test results and she wasn't surprised - it did lead on to talking about why I haven't done more, and about how strong my safety zone feeling is. Fear of rejection and embarrassment is so high, yet I've never really been rejected that I can remember, so I don't know where that one comes from. Embarrassment is due to me taking ownership of too much stuff, I think, even when the outcome is not under my control - I have too much self-control, not enough self-confidence....
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