Thursday, 5 March 2009

Marching on

Mad as a March hare? Not particularly, in either sense of the word 'mad'. My counsellor doesn't think I am in the sanity sense, but is still trying to get me to find some self-confidence and raise my self-esteem, keeps telling me to do something out of my comfort zone, but my comfort zone, by it's name, is very, very comfortable.

Mad in the other, angrier, sense has reared it's ugly little head on occasions at work this last week or so - think the start of the movie Four Weddings & A Funeral, and you can imagine the Anglo-Saxon sounds being heard from my desk :-) Some stuff is getting very frustrating here. :-(

Went on my friend Amy's work leaving do last Friday - a bit strange only knowing two people out of the 20 or so there, and felt a bit lonely for an hour or so with nowhere to sit and no-one to talk to, but then some others left and I could sit down and join in the conversations, although had to focus hard to understand her colleague from Glasgow lol We then went off to another bar where we met her brother Ewan and his mate Andy who were watching the France v Wales rugby game, so I sat with them and had a good time, both there and the nightclub we went on to.

Still got home by midnight, as I didn't want to turn back into a pumpkin :-D

I'm feeling a bit better this week, but tired as I'm getting too involved in a book at home, and not been putting it down before 1am! Must stop that as I need my beauty sleep, obviously!

My flatmate John is on his first night out with drinks for four months this Saturday, so I'll go on that one too - that's me, out of the flat of an evening, for three weekends in a row! I have no idea what is happening to me :-D

Got Monday 16th off for a diabetes test at the doctor's as my brother was diagnosed Type II at the end of last year, and have also booked off two extra days at Easter to go down to see the family in Yeovil - only got to book the Steam Pirates ferry crossing now.

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